There's a guy I know slightly. At a distance, thank god. He has a long reputation as a "romantic" stalker at SF cons. A couple of years ago he was puling his usual stunts, and the woman told him to leave her alone, and then to GO AWAY, and finally she complained to the con organizers. And then he started followng her around to apologize. So she told him to JUST GO AWAY, and he kept following her, demanding that she accept his apology.
Wow, this is even kind of relevant to this wiki which you hace followed me to.
Long story short, like that guy, you keep apologizing but your actual behaviour has not changed in the least. You keep getting banned but you keep spawning new accounts and doing the same old crap.
I will not respond to you again here. I reserve the right to mock you elsewhere. Because I don't know the nature of you compulsion, and by now, I don't care.